In the words of Uncle Kracker. He wrote that song for me to Jeff. http://www.lyricsty.com/lyrics/u/uncle_kracker/smile.html
I cried today. Not a happy cry. Not a sad cry. But I'm-just-so-tired-and-overwhelmed cry.
When I used to work for corporate America, I missed being at home with my kids. And then I stayed home with my kids, but missed dressing up in my suits everyday. And so here I am in between, working from home, starting a business. Living the dream for my children to see. Being inspired and hopefully inspiring others. But I'm tired. I feel like my husband and family are strangers. My bed is just a pause between working hours.
And then I think of him. And then it's a happy cry. I love him, I need him. He cheers me on. He tells me I'm great and that he's infinitely proud of me. He understands when I get out of bed at 11:00 p.m for just one more email. If not for him, than none of this. I love him.
Today's happiness: Jeff.